I want to believe I’m already in the thesis mode. I want to satisfy myself by the thought that I’m researching enough for my Review of Related Literature. I want to think that I don’t have time to unwind anymore because of giving too much attention to my study… Yes, I’m having sleepless nights recently, hence providing me no spare time. But this is not because of my thesis. Nowadays, I’m utilizing my free time for my extra curricular activities. Every time I go to UP SPECA tambayan, I become very anxious whenever I see my blockmates. They are so worried with their theses…that they still don’t know what methods of analysis they will use…that they still are not sure whether to do surveys or case studies…that their variables are not yet set…et cetera…et cetera…et cetera… Like I want to shout at them, “Hey guys! I don’t even have a thesis topic yet for God’s sake!!!” But come to think of it… If I’m so laid-back right now, knowing that thesis is extremely vital to finish my degree, I suppose I would need such pressures to push me to focus on doing my researches. Hahahaha! That’s why I love my orgmates so much. They are compelling me to face my responsibilities… They are keeping me sane… Shine on!!!
