Wednesday, July 5, 2006

daunting six-letter word

I am so excited to finish BA Speech Communication!!! Well, I admit I don’t have definite post-graduation plans yet. I’m still not sure if I will proceed to a law school, take M.A., or work right after graduation. I’m even considering to be a bum for quite some time after torturing myself for being a consistent ‘good’ student (ahem!) for 17 years! Hahaha! But one thing’s for sure…I am determined to graduate on time. I have 15 units of load this semester and 6 more units for my next and last semester. I’m still hanging on to finish my degree as Cum Laude. I must say I’ve been productive during my college days, especially in the last three terms. I’ve mingled with different types of people. I’ve showcased my skills effectively. I’ve been politically aware. I’ve overcome my fears. I’ve joined several mobilizations. I’ve been happy, gloomy, apprehensive, immodest, assertive, timid…I’ve simply been ME!!! Satisfying Life!!! But one crucial thing that bugs me, not just these past few days, but even before I entered college, is THESIS! I heard a lot of students who weren’t able to finish their degrees for they did not accomplish their theses. This puts so much pressure on me. What if I become so relaxed that I would just take my thesis for granted? Will I still feel that I am proficient? Waah! I don‘t even have a topic to begin with!!!

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