Thursday, March 15, 2007

Thanks ULS


I do treasure my friends. To me, they are very, very, very precious. People may initially brand me as snobbish and all, but honestly, once I consider a person a friend, he/she is truly for keeps.
That’s why it’s really upsetting for me to realize that there are individuals, I regard as friends, who cling on to me just to satisfy their own welfare…to the point that I already look stupid, not just to them, but even to those people who highly respect me for what I have already become. They’re so selfish…self-centered… They’re real bitches!!!
Here’s the catch… I am completely aware of what’s happening! Haha! I’m not silly …so why wouldn’t I notice it? I am aware that they are just being gold diggers…that they are just my angels when they are in front of me, but existent demons once I turn my back…that from a rational person, I’m immediately transforming to a stupid, dim-witted, brainless, slow, dull, silly (whatever you want to call it) slave who abides by every rule they impose. Damn!!! But despite this idiocy recognition, I keep on coming back to them. Perhaps I’m just thinking that the friendship may be saved. Hehe! Ludicrous principle. Tsk! Tsk! Tsk!
Because of this, I’m slowly neglecting my very true friends—those people who have always been there, may it be during my highest high, but more importantly, during my lowest low. They have already seen me in my best and even in my worst. We already have gone through a lot of obstacles but we remain intact…stronger and better.
To Mavreen, Gracia, Tricia, Joan, Mon and Mex: I am really grateful for having you as my friends. You have accepted me whether my wallet is thick or thin. You are my angels who have never transformed to demons. You always help me to be rational again and again. Thank you for always being there for me…for helping me rise from every stumble. I can’t imagine my life after graduation without you, my dear ULS… *sigh. sigh.* I LOVE YOU SO MUCH!!!

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