I saw him again! I really did not expect it, but I caught a glimpse of him while he was walking in the Sunken Garden. He just had his haircut. I actually told him to get a neat hairstyle, and he finally did it. I guess I influenced him in a way… Shit! Why am I being like this?!!! I thought I already psyched myself. I believed I would be unruffled. But damn!!! How could I get excited once more by a mere sight of him?! How could he make my heart throb like this? How stupid I could get!!! I already know the consequences but here I go again… I hate myself for being like this! I H-A-T-E myself!!!
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