Yesterday was perhaps one of the most ridiculous days of my life.
Sleepless nights (or days, in my current case) are not new to my system. My body is so used to them that it can still be as energetic as usual, even if I have not slept at all for three or four straight days. I have proven this for numerous times already. But yesterday was a different case. I had three hours of sleep but I felt so weak. Because of this, I was not able to start my day right. No matter how hard I tried to brighten my day up and to make up for what I have begun, my fate hindered me to do so. And as the day continued, it just got worse, and even worse. Well, the bad luck took a break when I had my lunch. And I thought that the ‘magic’ would carry on. But it was just a notion that never came true.
Aside from the fact that I had a hard time meeting yesterday’s goals for the metrics, I also had a hard time talking for my voice was already cracking. I had to endure both of these until my shift ended. Just when I thought that I would already enjoy the rest of the day, I bumped into someone on my way to Shopwise. I did not go ballistic anymore for I already saw him two days ago, in almost exact same place. I was not just sure if he too, saw me then. But heck! That first encounter (after five or six months of interaction loss) made me feel uncomfortable. Several ideas during that first meeting were built on my mind, only to realize that I was over him. So apparently, that second encounter was nothing to me anymore. Maybe he saw Marge when she tried to catch my attention by grabbing my arm. But beyond that, I felt or did nothing special at all. It is but normal to be shocked (I guess) to see him in the place I never expected he would be in. But it was a simple amazement and nothing more. I did not look back. I did not think of looking back. I managed not to look back.
I still hoped that the jinx would be reverted after the day’s struggle. But my fortune pushed me further to my limits. I later found out that I am becoming a PIM again. Darn! Where should I place myself? It seems that another macho shit is challenging me. Funny! Hahaha! If that is the case, then let me play the game!
Yesterday was indeed an unfortunate day, and I certainly cannot do anything about what had already happened. But I still have the future to redeem myself.
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