I guess I am easy to please when it comes to romance. A little act tends to be projected as a huge one. This is not good, I know. Analysis, or over-analysis in my case, must not be tolerated! I should take things as it is. I should not forget what Greg Behrendt and Liz Tucillo wrote. He’s not just that into you, Ran. Do not magnify things. Do not overreact! But my mind goes against my heart. A simple gesture done by “him” appears to be magic to me. No matter how people make it appear that he is not perfect…no matter if I already see that he has flaws that MUST turn me off, I still find him SPECIAL…so special that everything he does affects me. I am exerting more effort for him to appreciate me more than anyone else. Stupid! Yes, I am STUPID!!! I want this feeling to end already for I know that he will never be mine. I am certain that he will never be mine! Crap! I am just actually trying to make myself believe that he will never be mine for I want to stop this foolishness. But I am already in deep shit now. Will I still be able to recover? It sucks when love and hate collide.
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